My son hung out with Hitlr 

He should be hugging teddy bears not handling Hitler
Leo hung out with Adolf Htlr in the lobby of his Roblox game. When he told me this I was uncharacteristically quiet for a minute. “What?” Was my eventual nuanced response. “Yeah. I told him I was offended by his user name and he asked if I was a Jew. Then I said yes and also said that I thought other people would be offended. So then he said “burn all Jews” and someone else joined in.” He is telling me this in a matter of fact tone. Next to him Oliver is nodding his blond head in support. “It was horrible” Oliver adds. 
Turning back to Leo I continued “What did you do next?” “I asked him to go to another lobby and when he wouldn’t I took a screen shot of our conversation and then I left.” This sounded like a good start to me. “Then I reported his user name to Roblox…but I didn’t get a screen shot of the part when they were talking about the gas chambers.”
So there it was. Threatening hate speech targeted at my kid and possibly worse, a second voice chiming in (his?) support for Adolf Htlr. This is how it builds from one person to the next. This is how 12 year olds find their voices. And sometimes the voices say horrible bigoted things. 
Leo isn’t in this part of the conversation to keep his screen name private
We are looking at each other across the table. My boys are calm. I think that my ten year old has handled it well. He stood up for himself. When that didn’t work he documented the problem, went to an authority figure (the game moderator) and then left the area. The only thing I wish he had done differently was talk to me in real time about what was going on. He agrees to do this in the future and turns back to his plate as if things are all tidied up.

I realize that Leo isn’t taking this any more personally than he would have someone who told him his voice sounded like a baby. This attack has happened 20 times to every 1 time he was told he should die because of his religion. I think we need to review the difference between bigotry and trolling. So together we sit down and I watch him compose a second letter to the moderators of Roblox. 

Dear Roblox, I am ten year old boy who happens to be Jewish. I was playing Phantom Forces and I came across a player whose name was xXAdolf_Htlrxx. Now I said to him. “That name is sort of offensive do you think you could leave this lobby?” He told me no and asked if I was Jewish. I told him I thought a lot of people would be offended by that user name. Then Saintsrow3rdfan said “gas all j3ws” and then Adolf said “burn all J3ws!!!!!!!” And slayer32xx345 said “it’s only offensive to certain people” I said it was offensive to me and they told me to leave. So I took a screen shot of part of it. I like to think Roblox would not allow this kind of hate.”

Whether he feels it personally or generally Leo seems to understand that this is worse than insulting the pitch of his voice. 

For decades I have worried about racism, anti immigrant stances, homophobia and misogyny. I knew there was anti-semitism out there but I thought it was the fuzz on the end of the fringe not even the fringe itself. But here is my son fighting back with his fingertips and doing it without fear.

Part of Leo’s bravery comes from the same anonymity that allows Adolf to attack him. 

On the heels of the “unite the right” rally and its associated violence in Charlottesville I worry even more about the chat rooms in multi player games. Kids and those posing as kids have an anonymous space to spew hatred and they also have an arena for recruitment. 

An August 14th New York Times article about the events in Charlottesville cites George Hawley, a University of Alabama political science professor who studies white supremacists “he said many of the far-right members he had interviewed did not inherit their racism from their parents, but developed it online. Many of them had never heard of, say, David Duke, the former Louisiana politician and former leader of the Ku Klux Klan.”

 The New York Times article ended on this somber note: “on the neo-Nazi site The Daily Stormer, a post promised: “There will be more events. Soon. We are going to start doing this nonstop. Across the country.””

So as this disgusting sentiment plays out from chat rooms to Charlottesville I think the first thing to do is talk to our kids. I ask Oliver and Leo to tell me stories of when people expressed hate online and how they handled it. Their instincts are exactly what I would have suggested:

  1. Stand up for yourself and what you believe to be fair and kind. 
  2. Document your conversation.
  3. Call in a grown up. 
  4. If the threats continue leave first. 
  5. Report the incident. 

Before we review these steps I just want to wipe Skype (and Minecraft and Roblox) from their life and shelter them from all kinds of ugliness and pain.  But I know that shutting their computers is the modern day equivalent of shutting our doors, hiding and hoping the hate fades away. It is up to each of us to stand up and speak out and take screenshots. 

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Anna Palmer

Anna Rosenblum Palmer is a freelance writer based in Denver, CO. She writes about sex, parenting, cat pee, bi-polar disorder and the NFL; all things inextricably intertwined with her mental health. In her free time she teaches her boys creative swear words, seeks the last missing puzzle piece and thinks deeply about how she is not exercising. Her writing can be found on Babble,, Great Moments in Parenting, Ravishly, Good Men Project, Sammiches and Psych Meds, Playpen, Crazy Good Parent, and YourTango. She also does a fair amount of navel gazing on her own blog at

18 thoughts on “My son hung out with Hitlr ”

  1. Oh wow. I want to hug Leo (because I know I can’t hug you!) He is a child to be proud of, both of your sons are. I can’t even imagine being this level-headed and brave at ten.

  2. It breaks my heart to know people spew any kind of hate at anyone, but especially kids. Leo is a testament to your and Steve’s cultivating confidence and kindness in your boys. Thank you for teaching them about standing up for themselves and others and being kind in the process. Now I’d like to step on the neck of the person who told my Leo that his people should be gassed, because what kind of fucking animal?!?!?!

  3. My kids are little but it is a good time to prepare them for these kind of events. Thank you for sharing and well done Leo and for you asing him 🙂

  4. How heartbreaking that your son, that children, are exposed to this vile hatred. So glad he told you and you were able to help him learn how to handle this. I agree, wish we could just shield them from all of this. Hugs to you and your son.

  5. Hi Anna. Thank you so much for this post- it’s amazing. You (and your boys) have so clearly exposed the underbelly of our society (ok *an* underbelly- there seems to be more than one). And you’ve written about it beautifully and poignantly. I hope you’ll let us know if/how Roblox responds. Sending lots of we’ll wishes to you and your family.

  6. As a man who was once an awkward, oft-bullied kid, your son sounds like a great kid, and you seem like a wonderful parent. I’m glad to see that there are still people who can handle these types of situations so beautifully. Bless your family.

  7. You and Leo handled this awful situation calmly and honestly. I feel for you both and hope his letter got a response. Well done and thanks for this insight into the life of a ten year old who shouldn’t have to deal with any of this sort of thing.

  8. I think Leo handled this fantastically, but yes it is very worrying, and the ability to hide begind computer screens is definitely emboldening people about the things they will say and support.

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